We found!.....

JOSH'S TWIN!!
A while back when American Idol started again, I'd have a friend here and there call and say, "Nat, have you seen American Idol?... There's a guy on there that looks just like Josh!!" I just thought to myself... yeah, yeah... so some guy has a few similar charachteristics as Josh. Well, my sis called me today and said the SAME THING!!! So, I'm like OK!... I'll get on my comp and see who this Lee Dewyze is!! OH MY!!!!..... IDENTICAL.... SCARY.... CRAZY... TWIN... WOWZERS!!! His lips, nose, eyes and even some of his personality... shy guy, humble, LOVING! "I love you guys... I love you all!!" were his remarks after he won AI. So!... there you have it! Josh's twin is Lee Dewyze!! 
I don't get goose-bumps very often!... but him singing this song does the job!  He's pretty amazing!... but, NOBODY beats my hubby! :)



Thought of the day:
“There's no half-singing in the shower, you're either a rock star or an opera diva.” ~JG

Catchin' Up

Life has been not only been crazy, but... crazy busy!  My motivation went from nothing to rockin' out at a concert, going to a wonderful and dear friend's first baby shower....

Driving miles to get some squeezes and.... get my first pedi!  Watching some Real soccer w/friends and... lots of peanuts! :)  Missing my sweet hubby while he was drilling on teeth in Panama and fishing in Flaming Gorge!!!  And doing what I love to do as a hobby.... take photos of sweet, darling, adorable, lil' loveable kiddos! 

                              

       

                                                

       

    

        

             

                

Thought of the day:
“I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.” ~CR

Need Motivation!!

For some odd reason, my motivation and ambition to do anything is completely LOST when my sweet love is not around!! Honestly, I not only become very lonesome!... but dead to the world!... a hermit... emotional... a lil' depressed! My heart aches for him and the undconditional love he constantly expresses, that without him... I'M NOTHING!!!... just a blob of nothing! ;) :)
So, my apologies for not posting anything new and some great experiences I've (and we) had lately.
My dear LOVE can't be expressed enough to this amazingly wonderful and loving man that came into my life years ago... just lil' kiddos and good friends! He was such a blessing in difficult times throughout my early years and was an answer to my prayers years after!!! I'll NEVER forget that day... that inspiring feeling and knowledge that he was the one for me!!
I WILL post soon for my own sake!!.... but for now, I'm on my way to LAX to pick up my sweet love!!! Whaaaa Whooooo!!! :) :) :) All SMILES!!!! :)

Thought of the day:
"Love is the motivating principle by which the Lord leads us along the way towards becoming like Him, our perfect example. Our way of life, hour by hour, must be filled with the love of God and love for others."
~HBE

Where's Waldo?

Do ya ever feel like your lil' world is so jampacked with craziness that you can't be found... kinda like "Where's Waldo"??!  Well, that's like a daily feeling for me!  Anywho... I've been trying to keep up on my blog for personal reasons, such as... it's like a journal of our lives.  When my mind needs a release and Josh isn't around to listen... it's my outlet!  Yay for Josh... he's saved from my rambling! 

Yeah, I wish I was a top notch blogger like my friend Brittany who is so amazing at sharing her daily thoughts or routines and exciting events!  Which btw, we just got back from sharing some time with their cute lil' family and newborn baby boy, Carson!  Oh!!!.... how darling is he?!!!  Yep!... he's a keeper!  Wish he was mine along with her lil' Paige!  Yeah!... I want both of em'! :)  Can I PLEASE have them Britt????!! ;) :)

So!... my intentions are good!  I will be sharing some footage of the past few months that's saved with photos and wonderful memories!  This will be done while I'm by my lonesome, since Josh is taking off to Panama for nearly 2 weeks for the yearly Ayuda (free clinic) trip.  I'm so so thrilled for him!  Oh, and that will more exciting news to share! 

Thought of the day:
“Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish.” ~JJ

Already Missin' You!!!

Yep!... once Josh sees this photo, he's gonna kill me! But, it brings a smile to my face! When we were attempting to take our own photos about a month ago, the sun was absolutely blinding!! Ya know... like when it's so freakin' bright your eyes are watering and your pupils are smaller than the point of a pen! Yet, you're trying your hardest to put on a cheesy "fake" smile and keep your eyes OPEN... NOT closed!... keep em' OPEN!!! :)

Anywhooo! Josh just left for his Ayuda Clinic trip to Terrabella, which I guess is like 3 hours away. I'm just... already missing him!! The house is quiet enough that I can hear the fridge running while sitting here. Moiskee (our cat) isn't making a noise because Josh isn't here to "talk" to him.  Yeah... they have some weird connection! ;) Of course my music is always present, and... usually blasting! But, not at 1:00 in the am!!! 

My heart feels an overwhelming amount of love and gratitude for a man... my dear, sweet hubby... who is just an amazing person! His LOVE is unconditional no matter what!!!

This is silly to say, but as I sat down from bearing my testimony on Sun. I felt calm after my heart nearly jumpin' outta my chest. But!... I was saddened that I didn't even share my Thankfulness and Love for this incredible man in my life!!! I just hope you know, my sweet love, how much I love you!!!!.... I live and breathe for you! Without you I am NOTHING!  You really are my world.... my everything!

I think a few days without you is gonna nearly kill me!! ;) :) XOXO!!!

Thought of the day:
"Since the beginning of time, love has been the source of both the highest bliss and the heaviest burdens. At the heart of misery from the days of Adam until today, you will find the love of wrong things. And at the heart of joy, you will find the love of good things."And the greatest of all good things is God." ~Dieter F. Uchtdorf